DON BOTHER ABOUT ME, U DON HV TO CARE

Sunday, March 25, 2007

:] HEES . !!!

IM SO HAPI . !!! SO IN LOVE . HAHA . !!
<3 IRWAN . my BO . !
MAUCKS . !! x]

haven been bloggin , my blog seems so dead . !!
hahas , bt who cares . i had been with bo tis few days .
we went t phunkbar on thursday , wid our groups of
frens . yers blahblahblah . haha dance wid him de whole niite . !
so hapiiiii . ! he's super cute lars . . hmmm .
den i saw apul's ex gerfren . haha , den we dunno why become so good , we dance tgt , disturb apul& whoeva he is dancing wid , a ger ofcos , yer . disturb disturb disturb .
:] apulllllllll , yucks , i love u no more , fuck u , dn love me PLS .
mornin . i rch hm ad 6plus , do my stuffs & went t skl .
!!!! arrrgh , super tired lars . . went t skl for exam . .
bt bo didnt came t skl , tt fucker slpin ad hm -.-
idiot . me , eka , mel , jack , zul ,ah dek & ijar+ a ger .
went t bb nature park . HAHA ! nth better t do lors . crazyyyyy . .
den we went crazy lars . hahahhaha . love my bangua jackjack&zulPENDEK. !!!
xD kekes . .

hmmmm aft tt went hm . my bo called me :] hees . den we talk till 11 plus .
finnaly i get t slp zZzZzzzzzz . .
tired xial didnt slp for duno how LONG . idiot . .

slp , den woke up on a sat evening , bathe , went out . mit up wid BO .
x] we went t vivo . yer , just th bothe of us , we suppose t mit other ppl too . bt they bomb us -.-
idiots . so about 1o we went t toapayoh ton ad his frens's hus , the brother&sisters .
they're so fun t be with yer :] hmmm . came hm today morning around 11.3o rch hm .
yerrrrrrr .
BO MADE ME LAUGH TH WROLD DAY . ! hahaha . . morning , niite , afternoon ,
nt lyk adrian . he thinks tt im his gf . ? wna scold me , for wad . . cb xial . damn angry .
eeeeeeeeek . if any ger ofcos choose bo lor . he nv think . adrian . once a ah beng , FOR EVA A AH BENG & i HATE AH BENG . !!!! HE SUCKS BIG TYM , COS HE SCOLD ME . !!
aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhh . wadeva .

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

went t skl today ,
went t th learning hub .
whr students gather & slack ,
watch tv , smoke . play com .
plus free air-con .
good ehs .

nt bad lars .
yer . i played com . den see my blog .
saw all those tags .
believe it or nt .
my whole day was ruin .
went all so moody .

bt frens ,
frens arnd me .
they care . thx , really appricate it .

nt bloggin t offence anyone again .
save th trouble ,
im sry if my blog offended ya .

hate my blog . ? dn wna read it . ?
well as usal . close this window/tab .

bt one thing i dn understand .
why huizhen they all unhappy bout the things i do den don wna tel me .?
why don wana ask . ? bout me goin out wid szetho .

well , it's th pass alrdy , th thing had alrdy been over .
why cnt go out wid him .?
o.O. ?
becos u all hate him .?
ok accepted .

bt wad bout ruiying .?
last tym i hate her . we always talk bad about her TOGETHER .
den huizhen , u oso say u kay siao fren fren talk t her . wad for u wna tel me . ?
&why tel le wna lie . ? if really wna be her fren . i dn mind de lor . nt my problem .
i fren wid u gers , u gers fren wid her . she no link in my life cn le lor .
i dn mind u all talkin t her , or even mitting her .
& jas , didnt tel mi & say u mit her up .
nt say i wna control u gers . i don wna either .
&i hv nt rite further more . BUT
why don wna tel me .? scare i angry .? wad for . ?
hmmm . . weird . .
i really dn understand . bt i seriously don care bout who u gers mits up .
i hv no rites t care bout .
& btw . those happeninqs are b4 my ite .

&im sry for askin u gers t come t my skl t mit me , cos i tot u ger would wna see my skl , my new frens , care bout my position nw, bt i guess im wrong . really sry t make u gers feel so so so bad .
my frens . their all jackasses i knw . they are nt all handsome seriously . bt how did u gers felt tt they look dwn on u gers. ? ? they give u one kind of a look . ?
huizhen ehs , ren xin nan cer . wad was th first impression u had on me . ?
u should rmb . bt wad did i turn out t be . ? nt th same as ur first impression rite . ?
dn anyhow judge ppl , and say tt they look dwn on u . and make urself feel bad , tt's is very unhealty . rmb ren xin nan cer , dn cer ppl's heart . will don u no gd nor bad either .
but ofcos tt is if u think tt they look dwn on u lar . but hey , im nt tryin t say u or wad k . ? just tellin out my point , & i really think tt way yer .

&sry for nt smsin u ger , tt u gers all had t hou zer nian pi t msg me t mit me .

im sry . i should hou zer my nian pi instead .

bt one period i did msg jas and ask u gers t come out .

bt , comment test . if nt jui , er , huizhen tired , xuiying tired , den got hmwk all , who gonna go hm , do this do tt . . who gona rch hm by tis tym , tt tym .

i'm tired . . really m .

please tell me wad t do . . im really . . . lost of words .

BUT WAD HAD I GONA SAY MORE .?

since huizhen don wna be frens anymore .

& their's questions i wanna ask .
who was th one who let u gers , huizhen&jasmine felt so left out .?
the game u call pang seh game , jas . do u stil rmb . .?
who was tt ger . ? tt u both had t come join me & xuiyinq in th 1st place . .?
its her , ruiying . if u gers rmb clearly .

& i really wna knw now . wad had i done wrong t maybe nw make u gers hate me so much . ?

Sunday, March 18, 2007

went t batam for a short holiday last thursday .
came bk only today . th place is damn nice .
a gd sea view . air-con . big hus . swimming pool . layin on the beach whole morning .
wad more could i ask for . ?
:] tis is life .

bt something's happenin . .
why . ? i dont knw . fate . FATE .
GOD is a biggest lie i've ever heard .
happy marriage , ever aft . tt's worst .

there are so many things
i wish i had said & done . .
but now tt ur gone,
it's something tt
i'll nv be able t do .
but i want you t knw tt
though u're outta my sight .
you'll always be in my heart .
i wan u t knw tt ,
i'll always chrish u ,
i'll always love u &
always remember . .

u're too precious t be
Forgotten .
too priceless t be
Replace .

U're one in a million ,
u'll always be th one
precious & unique person
tt i care for so dearly . .

Foreva u would live in my
heart&soul.
Foreva would u live in my
thoughts & nv Die .

& when we shall mit again . .
i'll continue t cherish
those momories of you&me .
Just YOU&ME*

i'll cherish them & kip them
in th trushbin :D

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

1oo3o7

sat; went t work . WORK . bored t death .

aft work went t jon's hus . b4 tt went t princess , watched

3oo . hmm . nice show . . nt bad bah . .

took tt pic on cab& ad his hus .

ps: jon's hus is super nice. !!

11o3o7

sun; didnt went t work . lazy . woke up , went t east point .

played pool . aft tt went t suntec t find my sis . changed my M2 card .

jas , msg me . ask whr m i . i told her i nv work . bt ad suntce , so she tot of mitting me .

ad first say wad ruiying thr , ps all wad . duno ps for wad oso lor . she's so out of date .

nw 21st centry le . stil gt ps becos of tis kinda things de . ? & so . . i told her la , don nid ps , if ps don mit lor , i go hm nvm de ma . den she say : okok , i now go mit u , xuiying buy camara . blah blah blah . waited frm 8 plus til 9 plus , den i msg her again . . she told me stil eatin - yer yer yer , wad a fucking goody fren i've got man :] thanks god manymany :] aiya , seriously i don care hving such frens lar . . yao bu de . wna mit , don let ppl wait so long lar , mei you xin stil let me wait so long , some more i alone lor , ALONE AD SUNTCE . . wad th fuck . i'm so fuckin fuckin stupid . i knw tt she gt ruiying comfirm dn wn me le , bt i stil lyk tt . fuckin stupid lor . kannina de lor . . frm last tym i knw le lor . tt she gt ry , den wun care about me . ruiying , her best fren ma . best sister . wad m i xial . fuckin small fly . ~~~~ :]

dn wna mit just say only .

nt lyk i will be angry & be so fuckin angry tt ur nv mit me ma . aiya , wadeva lar .

who still cares WHO IS DOROTHY .? who th fuck nid her . ? when i gt problem den look for her stil nt late lar .

*WADEVA* dorothy don hv them seriously wun die , fun&happiness is all around .

even if it's a fake happiness&fun , AD LEAST I'M HAPPY :] &ad least ppl around me care about my feelin . even if they're fakin . WELL . . im happy wid my life . happy .

who really cares about long term frenships . ? it's th heart&actions tt tells everything .

new frens , old frens . who really understands . ? no body . u gonna love urself babe .

bt excuse alot de lar . . i knw all of u . well .

nv knw somebody too well , u'll regrat . LYK DOROTHY .

by then u'll really feel th kick .

awwww . PAIN .

forget it :]

12o3o7

mon; went t skl , went hm . jie&jerry came :] im happy .

hmm, really gt nth t do ,

bought a shoe , design& draw it , m very happy bout it , even though it's really nth .

bt i love my shoe :]

HEY , COPY RITES . WNA COPY FUCK OFF FARFAR DN LET ME SEE YER :]
BT IM KIND ENF . REALLY LYK TIS DESIGN .? ASK , I'LL DRAW FOR U > HAHA / !!
BT NO $ = NO TALK . frens or nt .

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tues; went t skl , went bk hm , talk cock wid jie alot . hahas .
den we go eat kfc . she nv eat , she came dwn frm hm just t pei mi :] hees . .
o.O.? she went hm ad niite :[
ytd apul went clubbing . no$ stil wna go . kna scoldin frm me :] den i nv contct him til nw .
bt he kept msgin mi . ask me why nv go skl . why .? becos i don wna see ur freak face .

took jerry's pic ytd niite . haas . .

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wed;

didnt went t skl today .
teckyew called me , talk alot bout korEDWARD.
yer . blah blahhhh .
oh yer , pirce my lips , bt didnt lyk it , took a pic . & took th ring off . haas . i enjoy pain . -.= zzz

Friday, March 09, 2007

went t work ytd . hahas . .
sold 2notebook . suan hai bu chou bahs . :]
bt today didnt go .
woke up late + jon th ass shit nv pick up my call .
so i don go nor . go oso sian . . hais .
stayed hm and watch dvd .
finally i get t finish watchin er zhou gi zi wen . !! x)
tt show nt really super nice lar . if th show nt so slow & lame i think
it will be alot alot nicer . it's too slow for me -.- i kip pressin th
fast forward button . haas . . yaya ~

hmm , miss apul alot . dunno why oso . .
ytd actually goin t mit him aft work ad phunkbar , bt didnt .
was really tired . hmmm . think im fallin in love :]
haas . . bt it's only ai mei lars . . nth last foreva .
kip changin lor . nt gd change , don lyk change . lyk tt lor .
love means nth t me :] xiao yi shi ma . .
hao de lai , bu hao de san .

eka tt ger . . she ....... has . big problem , jus hope she'll be fine .

tata.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

i wun be hm frm today til sunday .
will be goin over t jon's hus for th niites .
so wun be blogging til next wk .
frens anything msg me . !
REMEMBER . !

jus nw went t party world wid vian & chris .
zhen , jas &vian came t skl t look for me earlier on .
apul came t skl t see me too & den went t work , skip lesson again . silly boy . .
fight wid him jus nw he hit me , den i hit his head bk , bt he stil hit me more tyms den i did .
&he scold me puah cheebye .
cos i threw his bag on th ground =X so i scold him for tt , & dare him t scold again , den he shouted tt rude word again t me , sucha rude boy . ! bt in de end he hong me . hahas .
so swt . bt ofcos i didnt give in ad first . blah blahhhhh . .

hais . saw jas's frenster profile .
see ruiying face thr too . . im very jealous . .
JEALOUS . .
i wanna be in tt pic too . .
i don wanna hate anymore . .
i don wanna hate ruiying anymore . . no point . .
i wan her t be my fren . i wanna go out tgt wid them .
i don wanna be left out :'[
i don lyk th feelin , i've had enf of tt kinda feelin . .
i don wanna hv tt kinda unwanted feelin anymore . .
they are my dear dear sisters . i cnt affort t lose them .
i love them . love them so much . love them dearly . .
ruiying too . i've nv forgotten about her ,
even though i often talked about how much i hate her .
bt seriously deep dwn i dont . .

i wanna hv fun wid them . t play & nt quarrel .
i really do :[
who really knws wad im thinkin about .
noone , cos i always kip them inside my heart . .
cant be bothered t tell anyway . who would really understand .
so all i could do is just type & type & type .
u ppl could just read . & try t understand . bt eventully forget .

all i nid is frens . frens , frens . .
simple enf . . i wan frens .!!!!
i nid love , care & concern frm them . .
just them .

it's 4am nw , & i gonna work ltr , dunno how m i gonna work too .
maybe going t phunkbar too . it's really goin t be a tiring week for me . arrrgh . .
:[

Friday, March 02, 2007

well i guess . .

tt i 've tried my best .

im just concern .

bt wad do i get . ?

u really make me wanna puke blood . .

when t skl today . .

skl was . . . okay today .

apul came t skl .

sucha gd boy . just becos i ask him t attend lesson :]

i love mr yew . he's sucha gd teacher :]

im sucha gd student today . i paid attention t him .

:]

met eka's mum today . she's super style k .

nice mum . . so angmo pai . haas . .

went hm ad arnd 1plus .

had a great headache , dizzy . im sick :[

slept til 1o plus . .

woke up , my head was super heavy . .

felt so fuck up .

mum & dad went t m'sia .

nobody tk care of me . bt heng i've gt a sis [:

& elize cook me selmon fish :]

super nice . thnx sis :]

watched tv , lotsa tv&chocolate , YUM YUM . !

tis is life ad hm .

nelson msged me today .

was so supprise .

he gt my nub frm my parents just nw .

we were childhood frens . had a crush on him den .

haas . kids ;)

saw his profile . really changed alot .

well , tis's part of life , we grow up & change .

hw i wish i culd turn bk tym . lalala ~

took shots wid apul ytd . on th train , t skl for floorball

wadcha thinkin .? he's jus a very close fren lar :]
aint he just so cutee . .
& just look ad my face . hohoho .! xO